i cooked for my housemates, sy and mode. surprisingly they liked my cooking. i cooked chicken, veg and eggs. cooked a little too much. hehee they stuffed themself.

i cant think straight anymore. my mind always wonder to something else. something that does not concern me but i just go there. i hate that feeling. you know, it just hurts me inside knowing something that im not suppose to know. get? you just cant erase feelings that easily. you just cant wipe off memories that easily. i wish i could but i love those memories. i cherish them. as hard as i want to get rid of them, heck, they just come back.

sometimes i feel the worst ive ever felt. sometimes i feel the best ive ever felt. but feelings just stack over each other. they just overcome me.

mum always said, dont let feelings overcome mind. but feelings has been taking over me ever since i broke up. i crumble easily. i bruise easily. i cry easily. i hurt easily. but all of this things still happen. they just wont stop until i die. i guess i would just have to bare the pain.

the puzzles 45% done. i have a picture but im just lazy to upload it. ive got to get ready for tmr. gnite all.

sadness is just sadness. theres more people out there that sleeps alone than people that sleeps with someone else. right.

rick.